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https://bit.ly/3RjpA0A https://bit.ly/3RqjR9d https://bit.ly/3Rqk0JN https://bit.ly/3Cmyuq0 https://bit.ly/3Cl0Oc1 https://bit.ly/3CiX9vx https://bit.ly/3Rphy6k https://bit.ly/3RphBz2 hello i was hoping you would be able to help me out PLEASE!!, so.. im 21 and there is this guy who is 20, i like him MADLY, like really bad, we’ve known eachother for like 6 years, althou at the beginning i when we just met he used to talk to me a lot but i really just wasnt into him at all (i just came out of a really hard relationship back then myself) so is not like i avoided him but i really didnt look forward to him either (i found him really insistent),then he changed schools and i didnt saw him again for about 2 years ago when we started talking again, he showed up by my work out of nowhere one day and found out i was working there and since he knew i was there he used to show up like everyday, making excuses to see a friend of his (althou they talked he used to talk and try to get me to sit down with him for a while everytime he was there), and he was dating someone at the time, but then they broke up, and he was all miserable (they dated for like 3 years), well we were still friends after but he never actually asked my number or tried to hang out with me, then he got my number out of nowhere bc i never gave it to him, we started talking, texting, finally i was sorta intoxicated one night and texted him, he also was, he picked me up from home, he drove us to a coffee shop and we had coffee til 3 am, finally he took me to his house and told me he already knew i liked him, and he tried to hook up, but i told him no bc i didnt want him to loose respect for me, he understood or so he said, althou he admited that he had other friends that he hooked up with, he said he knew i liked him and he wanted to be closer friends with me and in the future maybe something even more, he was really nice, held my hand, hugged me a lot, kissed my forehead once in a while and tried to kiss me several times but i avoided it, we were like that for 5 hrs, then he drove me home and asked me for a kiss once more b4 i got out of the car i still said no, so he asked me one on the cheek at least, and we parted at that, then after that night he msg me but whenever he saw me he never talked to me, then he left the country for 1mth and came back and didnt talk to me for about 10 days, we started talking again after and hanging out, and after a while like maybe a month i gave in, we slept together and it felt very connected and passionate, thru and thru, it was both ways not just me that felt that way, i think, he still wanted me really close to him, he still cuddled to sleep and even called in sick to work to stay in to sleep with me, in the morning we did it one more time, and then ate some fruit, he fed me and we joked around, after that day he seemed a little off, first he told me his phone wasnt working and when he heard i was crying at work althou he said it wasnt working he still texted me to find out why i was crying, or tried to grab my hand when he saw me shaking, and one day he texted me to see if i was doing anything later on bc he really wanted to see me, and he just never showed up at my house, no msg, no explanation, no nothing, he stopped coming to see me at work as well, but i know hes been there bc my co workers tell me he comes in to see his friend, even the day im working but at times im not there, so he clearly knows when im working, and now im just crazy about him, i even dream his texting me sometimes, like he drives me nuts!! i want to understand what is going on bc he wanted to be with me at one point and now that we were finally hitting off to something he goes backwards, he sorta hides from me! i dont get him, but i think is obvious he knows i still like him,, HELP PLSSS!!!
